1. Got back Mediation Assessment grades. (:
2. Had IP test.
3. Collected my results transcript.
4. Submitted TWP Project 2 - 14 documents. ._.
5. New York, I Love You. (: (: (:
6. The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus. (:
7. Opportunity Fair.

On days which I feel really low, I have that 'c-o-n feeling' and that particular matter & memory will prick me intensely. & I have to use every ounce of my energy to suppress it.

It can be quite difficult sometimes but I know things will get better. (:

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus has a good plot, love Heath Ledger, Jude Law, Johnny Depp and Christopher Plumber. "Nothing is permanent, not even death." (: New York I Love You makes you fall in love all over again, with many short stories put together to depict how new yorkers live. The city is lovely - sparkling harbor, tall skyscrapers, beautiful skyline and the picturesque gardens unfolding right before your eyes. I suspect I have some western blood in me. (:

I miss baking and reading novels. I miss writing and running aimlessly. I miss spinning and talking to all the closed ones. I miss having fun. ;)

1. Completed NAPFA within the Gold-Bronze category. :D
2. Still handling school work really well. :)
3. Received TWP results. :)
4. Still TRYING to keep my composure. :) :)
5. Watched Vampire's Assistant 

In other news, my back is beginning to hurt again. Ever since StandChart marathon, it has just refused to recover. Lectures for more than an hour can quite painful at times and standing is not helping either. 

The Friendship Algorithm is taking place right now.
Thus far, the only thing which keeps me sane now are the long text messages.
:) :) :)

Insomnia. It has to be because of the projects but I haven't felt this 'stress' for quite a long time, feels good actually. I watched Did You Hear About The Morgans with Mel last sunday, it was a simple romance/comedy story. Hugh Grant is a charismatic man with a sexy RP accent, I love how he portrayed his character and the sweet and lovely marriage vow that he said to Meryl Morgan. Men like these are rare. :)

New year's eve was spent watching Sherlock Holmes and Avatar with Ee Yin and Joey. Jude Law is as usual, hot and gorgeous and the chemistry between the 2 men (Robert Downey Jr.) was perfect. There were lots of smart jokes and the plot was marvelous, I am looking forward to the sequel. :o) Truth to be told, I did not expect myself to like Avatar. I could not relate to the movie at all and the 'bonding' theory is just too absurd for me to believe. Last year I welcomed the new year at Cathay, let's hope it will never happen again, (not that it is a bad thing). 2009 started slow in the first half and zoomed by quickly from September onwards. The more memorable events would probably be internship, cruise trip and the standard chartered marathon. 2009 made me think a lot about the future and made me doubt myself more often than ever. Relationships with the family and friends made up the bigger part of the distress and unhappiness. I just have to learn to be more patient. Friends who were meant to leave, left eventually, I did not try to keep them by my side. I am grateful for the ones who stayed on and still have faith in me. :) My heartfelt thanks to the special ones who understand me and appreciate my flaws. ♥

In 2010, I must:
- Go outdoor more often, I want to get tanned.
- Monitor my health.
- Manage my time and finance wisely. (Great improvement comparing 2008 & 2009. Yay.)
- Gym and train more often. (This is really essential to de-stress.)
- Run the sundown marathon.
- Be a better daughter, cousin, friend and (perhaps) girlfriend.
- Think positive: Heart over Mind & Mind over Body.
- Dye my hair like Cameron Diaz or Haylie Williams, heehee.
- Laugh and learn from my mistakes. :)
- Keep my room spick and span. [The hardest of all, seriously.]

Merry Christmas!

This morning I took a long bus ride home. I thought that the year started out bad but ended quite well. Steamboat dinner on the eve with SJ, Ryan and Yu Ren gave me a homely feeling. It was very heartwarming. "I WANT MEATBALL!" :D No longer have to spend Christmas at Cathay like the past 3 years feels quite nice actually. :) I brought over the brownies which I baked and they said it was nice! :) Before the steamboat dinner, I had a family gathering at my relatives' place. I managed to catch up with my cousins and played wii together. Totally love the white wine that SJ and Ryan bought & my dad said the cupcakes which I baked for the family were delicious! :9

I have to think of a way to clear that bottle of vodka.

Finally had the chance to meet up with Mel, Jon, LX, Lester, YM and RX after a really long time. Ridwan could not make it though, he was having attachment. :< We had Turkish cuisine (near Hotel Rendezvous) for dinner. It was superb, thanks' to Mel's suggestion! The chef tried to hit on me after we went to Alps for drinks. o.0 Oh well, it was kind of funny and embarrassing.

Sharing session made me think if I have too many expectations and whether I have thought too far ahead that I have neglected my own feelings and my heart. Perhaps I was wrong? Or maybe I am just afraid and someone needs to take control of this. Mm, I have yet to figure that out.

So what are we now?

After hearing so many happy endings, somehow or another I feel rather happy and blissful for everyone around me. Life is short so make the most out of it. :)

♥ ally